day 5

"Things you want to say to an ex"

To be honest, I really don't have anything to say to any of my ex's. I dont wish anything bad on them. I wish them happiness. I wouldnt be who and where I am today if it wasnt for them, and I am happy. :)

I just feel that saying anything in detail would be out of character, considering I am happily married. I dont even want to go down those roads. Too much history...but like I said, I wish them happiness.

day 4

"Bullet your day"

• Woke up
• Fed Austyn breakfast
• Made myself breakfast
• Got Austyn to walk without holding on to things!!!
• Put him down for a nap
• Caught up on some of my shows online
• Ate lunch (both of us)
• did some motherly duties
• dishes
• helped dustyn cook dinner
• Austyn, dinner
• us, dinner
• facebook
• went to my moms
• got some ice cream with my mom
• came back home to see TT
• bathe austyn
• brush his teeth, and mine
• bedtime!

I needed it!

day 3

hey guys. Today I should be answering day 4, but I am on day 3 cuz I didnt do this yesterday. It says "what is your fav book"

There was this book that a friends mom gave me from her bookshelf. I loved it so much I read it all in a couple days. I couldnt put it down. BUT I forgot the name of it!!! so that doesnt really help. It was a love story with a lot of comedy in it. I could see myself in the book. I love reading things where I can relate. Just like the music I listen to. Its nice.  :)

Well, if I think of the name, I will write it on here!

Blog challenge DAY 2

"Something you feel strongly about"

Well I am not a person that will go into a long conversation about a topic, but if I had to choose something I would say judgmental people and bullying. I do not like people who judge others or talk crap/bully. You have NO idea what that person has been through. You have no clue what their life has been like. Maybe if you spent a day in their shoes, you would be just like them. I feel people who do that have too much time on their hands, and just get a kick out of other peoples misery, and that is just awful.  If you have a good reason why you don't speak to someone, or have issues with someone, that is different. I totally understand that, but just for no reason? you dont like someone because of how they look? how they dress? their sexuality? their backround? That is just wrong. You dont have to "pick" on someone if you don't like them. Just leave them alone!! Stop being judgmental, because that person has a heart and feelings just like you, and you wouldnt like it if someone was doing that to you. back off! that is all

Friday's letters

Dustyn-

   I love you. Thank you for always being there for me and helping me. You will never know how much I appreciate everything you do. You have such a kind heart and you are such a wonderful man. I am so lucky to have you in my life. I know you work all day and you are just as tired as I am, but you always help, and you are such a good Daddy. This week was so much better with the sleeping!! if it wasnt for you, we would still be up all night. Thank you, baby. Love you <3

Mom-

I know I can be a bear sometimes. I dont mean to be though. I have just been so tired lately. I know you are out for my best interest, and are always on my side. Everything you do helps so much. Even if its just coming over and helping for a little bit. Thank you for always being there for us. You have no idea how much it means to us. You are the best. I am so glad you got to see Austyn walk! Glad I got to share that joy with you last night :) I am so lucky to have you as my mother, and Austyn is so lucky to have you as his NeNaw. Love you so much.

Austyn-

Hey little stinker!! You walked yesterday!! I am so proud of you. I want you to know I am always going to be there for you. I love hanging out with you everyday and sharing new things with you. I love when you do something you know is good and you smile. I could just stare at your face all day!! I watch you, and I cant believe you are mine. I am so lucky to have such an amazing, adorable, giggly little TODDLER!! you are such a blessing. I love you my love. Keep up the good work, too! I am so so so proud of you! I cant wait until you can talk. I think when you say mama, I am going to cry and melt!! :)

 Dr. Walsh and staff-

Thank you for always being there for me. It is so nice to know if I have a worry, or just a simple question, you guys are always there to make me feel better. I have never met a nicer group of people. I am sure you all get stressed out with your busy schedules and phone calls, but you still take the time and make every patient feel like they are the only one. Thank you for everything.

Faith-

Thank you for being a great friend and always calming me down! this week was a little hectic and I really needed a friend to vent to, and you were there. I appreciate it so much. Its nice to have someone to talk to. Also, thanks for giving me tips on the diet. I have been so stressed out with it because I get sick of it! I keep saying "one more snack isnt going to kill you' but I do know it will set things back, and I get so aggravated!!! Thank you for always listening, and being there :) for putting up with me for 20 years LOL

Natalie-

I know this week has been tough on you. I am always here to talk, you know that. I am so glad I met you, and we became such good friends. I know I can talk to you about anything. I know that you are a true loyal friend and I appreciate that so much. They are very hard to find. If you get stressed out, and wanna get away, please know you can come here. Adrie too! we love her :) Hope I get to see you gals today!!! Stay strong and remember everything happens for a reason.

Alison and Lisa-
Thank you both for always reading my posts on fb and giving me advice! you two are HUGE inspirations to me.  I greatly appreciate your advice and friendships :)


Leah (myself)-

I know things get hard for you. Just try to stay positive and remember the long term effects on the decisions you make. You can do anything you put your mind to. Just stay strong and be focused. Make everyone proud of you. You can do it!

ABC-
Thank you for providing me with all of my favorite shows. I love how when I miss them, I can go on your website and watch them online. You guys rock!

Emily Maynard-
PICK JEF!!!!!!!!!! :)

                                                                

New blog challenge!

okay, there were a few topics I did not feel comfortable discussing on my last blog challenge, so I am doing a new one. so here it is.......

I will start right now with day 1 which says "Five ways to your heart".

This is easy....

1) Honesty

2) good sense of humor

3)Good hygiene 

4) Dont be selfish or HAVE to be right ALL THE TIME. 

5) Chocolates and flowers (lindor truffles and tulips are my favs)

heres why this is easy...my heart is already taken by my wonderful husband <3 love you baby!

day 3, doing well.

hey all! hope you are doing well. I am doing good. Today is my 3rd day on WW and I actually am doing pretty good on it. I am also doing Jillian Michaels 30 day shred everyday. Both things are making me feel better. Emotionally, Mentally, and Physically! Its amazing how eating the right foods, and exercising can make you feel so well. So much more energy. I am even sleeping better!! all in 3 days!! its amazing. So I am not just doing this to lose weight (but that is a big reason). I am also doing this for my stomach because I have a cronic illness and I have been eating SO bad lately and I have been having bad flare ups. The Dr told me I have so much scar tissue from the procedures I've had done in my past for this, that I can only have it done one more time so I really need to start taking better care of myself so I dont have to have it done again. So yea, WW is the way to go for me. Its a slow weight loss diet, but it makes me feel good, and I can eat lowfat things that still taste good. Once I get how I used to be, I will remember, and just stick to that. I mean when I was diagnosed with this I was 17 and from age 17 to about 23 I NEVER ate anything that was bad for me. I lived on healthy foods. When I say NEVER, I really mean it.  Because when I got the pain, it was like the WORST pain in the world (Ladies, its worse than labor pain, and I can say that cuz I actually know how that is now). I sticked to about 30g of total fat a day. Those were the rules. Still should be actually, but I got brave and tried a piece of pizza when I was 23 and noticed it didnt give me pain, so I was like HECK YA!!!!! well, it caught up to me throughout the last 3 years. So now, I gotta work on remembering how I ate before, lose weight, and get healthy again. I dont want to get worse. Praying that I can keep continuing this diet and that everything will be okay. I worry a lot some may call me a worry wart, but I know that I have a lot of friends and of course my family and my husband will help me along the way. Feeling good this morning. Just had a healthy breakfast, drinking water now, and going to do my workout when I put cheeky down for his morning nap. Thinking positive..there are so many things I am accomplishing, and I am proud of myself.

One day at a time...

:)

NEXT!

that diet didnt work. It made me sick. I have stomach problems, and I just cant handle processed foods. Time to go back to WW and just stick to it. Medifast was too expensive anyways...CrAzy! atleast I just tried my moms and didnt go full force into it. I did the math and it actually wouldnt save me money on food because I still go to the store to get dinners for myself, and then still shop for my guys so it would of been MORE! So between the stomach issues, and the money, I just say EHHHHH and move on. WW here I come! Faith, HELP ME! :)